Archigos' Life

*What I’m Watching or Listening to Now*
Doctor Who (2005) – S06E08 – Let’s Kill Hitler
*Random Question* OR *Random Quote*
Melody: “I need to get out of here now…”
The Doctor: “Anywhere in particular?”
Melody: “Well let’s see… You’ve got a time machine, I’ve got a gun, what the hell, let’s kill Hitler!”

*Dates* – B = Birthday; E = Event; W = Weekend; X = Closed

*College*
I’m an idiot… been too busy with shit and I missed the deadline to return for this session, so I hope I can work something out to return and finish sometime soon… Just need to get some other things in my life worked out first.

*Work*
See new “Dates” area for a few details of office closings.

*Updates/Upgrades*

Project being announced tomorrow on XBMC Forums.

I’ve been meaning to write for awhile and have so much on my mind, but sadly every time I sit down to start writing I can’t seem to think or put what I need to into words. Over the last month or so things have changed a lot, some good, some bad… mostly issues with my memory getting even worse. Lately it seems that if you ask me to recall something, if I can… no matter when it actually happened, it feels like it was about a week prior to current day. The other thing that’s been messing with my head lately is the fact that for years I’ve been the type of person that has VERY vivid dreams, however the last few weeks these dreams have included someone that has been dead for over a decade, yet the dreams take place in the present or future… Each time I wake up and remember she’s no longer around kind of throws my depression in overdrive… not because she’s gone per se, but because of how lonely it reminds me that I am.

On a positive note, Todd kind of talked me into continuing at least one of the short stories I started while in college as well as working on the novel I started almost a decade ago… I’m debating on what to do with them when I finish. He made the comparison of “That’s how Matt Damon started…” and I just laughed, cause even if someone other then myself considered this good writing, there’s no way it’d become the next “Good Will Hunting” or even a lame ass TV Movie. My ego isn’t large enough to think that anyone would give a shit about my life… “Oh, this poor guy has had a rough life… oh my god, he got cancer, even after fighting for his country…” blah… I understand there are more important people out there… some famous, some not, that have done things to actually change the world we live in and nothing in my shit life could really compare to that. In fact, if by a miracle they decided to turn my ‘novel’ into a movie, the reaction I would expect is “Wow, who wasted money on this crap? What’s so important about this asshole?” and “Um, who gives a shit?”

Anyway, since Doctor Who ended awhile ago, I’m going to finish watching the last of the PAX coverage from Destructoid before finishing the DLC for Borderlands while thinking of more to write (either here or part of the stories).